I
doubted it had ever been a showplace but with its screened in side
porch and wide veranda, I suspected it had once been distinctive.
Now, it was just this side of a ruin. The porch screens were in
tatters, ripped and shredded in places, hanging by a thread in
others. The roof sagged with water damage, the concrete steps were
chipped and fractured. The entire paint peeling exterior looked
battle scarred with age and neglect and I suspected it wouldn't have
taken much pressure to bring the three supporting columns down in
heap and most of the house with them.
It
was just one of hundreds if not thousands of forgotten and abandoned
properties you find all over this city, neighborhoods gone to seed,
their dignified and genteel homes left to wither and rot. But for the
construction site I'd had to detour around, I'd never even have seen
it and even seeing it, I'd never have paid much attention except that
it was covered up in cats.
A
half dozen assorted tabbies are playing on the veranda, stretched out
and sleeping on the steps, peeking out from behind the shrubs. One
black cat, perilously thin, is balanced on the remnants of a window
sill, another is halfway up a tree, all four paws wrapped around its
slender trunk. A third is indifferently perched atop a discarded cat
carrier, grooming itself casually. An uncommonly fat Siamese reclines
on the edge of the roof, paws crossed and tail switching while next
to her, yet another tabby looks on and a long haired gray tiger
cautiously peers out at me from behind a nest of ivy and tangled
leaves. I count thirteen in all and those are only the ones I can
see. In spite of the food bowls and water dishes and makeshift
shelters scattered randomly across the porch, I have a sinking
feeling that the cats are like the house itself, sickly and in
sorrowful need.
I
can't shake the idea that there are photographs to be had here so
later that day I come back with my camera. The only human among all
these cats is now present, porch sitting in a beat up old leather
chair, smoking and listening to a tiny portable radio. His name is
Randy, he tells me and he's lived here for 17 years. He has no real
idea how many cats there are anymore, he admits, but I'm more'n
welcome to take all the pictures I want, anytime I want.
“They
come at night,” he tells me and shrugs, “And then they just sorta
stay. Got two in the attic with newborns. It ain't much but I feed
'em best I can and I'm always tryin' to find homes for 'em. You need
a cat, lady?”
It
strikes me that all too often those among us who can afford the
least, often try to do the most. And sometimes it's that very
kindness that does the most damage.
I wrestle with it for three full days, trying to balance Randy's good intentions and the health of the cats against the health risks of both. Granted, bringing food might benefit the cats but it would also make me part of the problem. Calling the city was an option but it would surely bring about the death of every cat they could trap (not necessarily an un-kindness, I remind myself brutally but not something I wanted to part of either). Despite the staggering number of animals involved, trap, neuter and return seemed the only viable option and although I had no idea whether Randy would agree to such a strategy or not, I decided it was worth a try. Reluctantly, I call someone I know at the parish commission, someone I know to be an animal lover and who I hope will have a gentle enough touch to help.
It's several weeks before I pass by the house again. There's not a cat in sight and no sign of Randy.
I hope it was a happy ending but I find myself wishing I'd never seen the wretched old place.
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