Until he lied and threw me to the wolves to cover his own ass, I'd never really thought of him as an enemy. Eccentric and a little weird, yes. Sometimes bizarre, yes. Arrogant, temperamental, hot headed and about some things not too bright, yes. A bully and a two faced coward who turned hostile and mocking when he didn't get his way, yes. Always prepared to evade responsibility, yes. A clown but not an enemy.
In retrospect, I should've seen it coming and been better prepared but the lie was big, bold, convincingly told and effective. It was, I realized too late, a well planned and perfectly executed set up. The enemy - a far slicker bastard than I'd ever imagined - was elevated to hero and I cursed my own stupidity for my part in it. So be it, I told myself, at least now I know what I'm dealing with and I can make sure it doesn't happen again.
I've met my quota of forgive and forget.
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